Wednesday, 31 March 2010

(TT) 어떻게?

7 months left for me to prepare for STPM exam. I know that I am a lazy person. I am not a stupid one, but I don't have the will power to work hard for it.

Our school band is going to take part in State Marching Competition, and our drum major asked me to participate since my member (I am the section leader) are unreliable. They are not as experienced as me. I am off-responsible for band as I am sixth form student now. Actually, my section isn't bad as what I think before, but they are nobody compare to last time, my time. It's the time for them to learn independent and not to rely on seniors any more. Now, some of my members are willing to quit as they are also exam-class students, and most of them want to leave because their parents didn't allow them to take part thinking that it will affects their academics.

What should I do? I would have help them if I am few years younger. (TT)

I don't want to participate in it any more because it's a SURE that we won't win that competition except that school give up or there are "miracleS". PS: I used about two years to turn fair again, what for to get tanned again? My lipping just get back to concert "mode" then why I have to spoil it again? =.=

But if I say no, then I will feel sorry to them since I have been stayed in the band,a big family for 7 years... I know I can help, I am willing to help, but, there are more things to consider about, like exams, time, efforts, etc.

What to do?

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