Just don't know how, just don't know why...

Not the right feeling this time. I'm more of a realistic person. Everything is just too blur... What are you guys thinking? I thought it would be simple, but it seems not. I'm anxious about...everything. If someone would understand my feeling right now... 

I am not good in expressing myself, in words or writings. I really don't to how to express my feeling right now. It just.....mixed.

I couldn't accept it by now. I need time to digest that fact... Not prepared to hear this news. At first I knew about it, my first thought was "it just another rumour again.". But it really a fact that I couldn't deny at all. My head was just like "BoOM" and it got blanked. *Sigh*

Just realised that I get emotional again, after I saw my senior's comment on my facebook status.

What should I do? Or maybe "what can I do?" is more suitable. 

It's late now, bye then. ^ ^ 

For the bottom of my heart, I really hope that every step they take is a good one. I hope that they do made good decisions. Hope there's no more hardship for them.