Saturday, 10 October 2009

I am, am I?

What kind of person am I to others? I don't know...
Stubborn? Stupid?
The ugliest? It's a sure for this. ^^
Or a person who are not easy to get along with?

Hmm... What others look in me? A passer by? Maybe...

Sometimes I felt like being left alone. Friends? Who are them? Who likely to be my friend? Ironically, I don't even know who is really a friend... Maybe a few... I am not sure who to be called a friend.

Lonely days again,
once I playing in forums,
once I went shopping with friends,
once I chatting a lot with friends using MSN...

Now? Everything seems estranged...
I only the one who playing with myself in front of my notebook.

But what I am sure about is some of the people are avoiding me... Right?

難道我就那麽可怕嗎?

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