Friday, 1 January 2010

2009 is Gone, 2010 is Coming. I was just a shadow!

Last day of 2009... 09'年的最后一天。

Surely I'm not happy with it... I was @#$%^& ! My brother wanted me take him and his girlfriends and his girlfriend's sister to Gurney, for? Countdown.

I supposed to sit in front of my laptop and spend my last day with my friends and Cassiopeia "online-ly"! I asked myself, am I crazy? Going there for nothing, but two movies. Oh yah, there's nothing I can do there except movie. Alvin and the Chipmunks 2, not bad, but it was not my cup of tea. I'm nearly 19, it's not really suitable for me, yet! I feel sleepy~ Another movie I watched, AVATAR, this is the second time I watched this! Haha~ Nice movie, isn't it? I love it... Hmm... I think I still can watch it for the third time. The other time that I'm not in the cinema, I just walked here and there in the Gurney Plaza. I have get bored with this Plaza, I went there almost 4-5 times in a month! Argh! But still, walking, window shopping... with an empty pocket. "Financial" problem...

I was just *left alone* when it's countdown time. They just doesn't care if I waited them for nearly half an hour! When people counted "8, 7, 6...", I just sat aside,ALONE, didn't have to mood to celebrate it! I am full with ANGER! Met some people, and I'm ignored again... Ha! What a day! I only receive 4 greetings from friends! What a joke! God Damn it!

It'stotally not my day!!! My 1st regret in the 1st day of 2010! Funny, isn't it... Ha!Ha!

I missed the Kohaku! I shouldn't go to countdown... I missed it twice now! Both I missed!

Oh well... Bad day, I hope it's not bad year for me!

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或许……吧。

想了很久,我觉得我的心可能生病了。 ……慢慢地觉得不快乐越来越多。 大概说出来,人家会觉得我矫情吧。 或许真的是矫情吧。 这一年……一年多来困扰我的事情,或许就播下了种子吧。 忧郁吗?不像。我能从网上挖到的、读到的……似乎我的状况不多吧。 我没有看医生的打算,也没有想死的念头。看...