Yes, I am dead.

101124 Wednesday

Pitifully, I think I will fail my PP1... Seriously, I really can't write the answers in the exam... I counted the marks for myself and it's just around 40. Uhhh~ Shameful for me as I stayed up whole night to stuck all the "possible" points into my brain, and none of it is the answer... What the heck.... 浮云, a word the netizens always said... Indeed... Why am I preparing for exam since I am going to fail it... (T T) Just so sad... Worrying whether I can manage to get a place for in U... If not, I might going into private college....and then two years wasted. Ahh!!! S***!!! (T T) *Sigh* One fail-paper will make everything flown away... This is, REALITY... Ishh!!! Hate exam.  Wondering the reason why I can managed to pass for the previous exams with...safe results? Do I changed a lot throughout these years? Or I have become lazier? (T T)

Actually.....I really shouldn't fall to much to them... They "fully" distracted me from study. (I have to admit this because I have no self-control on this....) They "partially" affected my exam results... I couldn't deny this, since it does. Not blaming them, but myself who not using her brain to think between "important" and "urgent"...While, they actually are not related with the word "importat" neither "urgent" in my real life. (T T) Just, I am the one who think that they are important to me....mentally... (= =) They are not my brother, not my family, not even my relatives... So, why are you concerning too much about them, Chiaowei?! (T T) Everytime I questioned myself, but at the end...nothing change... I am still sticking to the webpages, updating their news...etc.

So...Hmm.....Already dead in a paper... Tonight I must do well for the paper tomorrow. Swallow everything in, and split everything out... I hope I can do well tomorrow~ Aza Aza Fighting!!!