Thursday, 19 May 2011

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Why always go against my wishes? I said what I want, and I meant it... But every time you'll just let me down. Every time, it goes frustrating. This totally spoil my mood. I mean what I meant, so do what I want! 

Not a pretty day today. My back pain problem came back again. Wondering whether I can walk out from my room tomorrow morning. It hurts so much, you'll never know if you never experience it. It's the third time being like this. Somehow, I glad that I didn't throw away the medicine, especially the heat-rub cream. The cream, at least, help on relieving the pain, but it doesn't actually hold long... 







Tired of being not me. Tired of acting in front of people. Tired of trying to be not childish person. Trying hard, no payoff, but all the tiredness get to me. I need attention, even just a little concern for me. *Sigh*

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